I desire to hold you,

and rock you in my arms

till you've no more sorrow,

safe from all life's harm.

I want to share your pain,

then kiss it all away,

to give you my sweet love

to warm you every day.

So tenderly I'd kiss you,

and whisper in your ear,

how deeply that I need you,

and always want you near.

That when we leave this life

to meet above the sky,

the gates of Heaven open

to a love that cannot die.

Curhatan anak salah masuk jurusan kuliah.....

seandainya aku bisa puter balik waktu....

yah begitulah harapanku agar aku bisa terlepas dari segala kesesakan ini.... 

sudah setahun lebih aku kuliah akuntansi disalah satu perguruan tinggi di kota pelajar, yah mana lagi kalau bukan Yogyakarat tercinta....  

selama setahun ini pula aku menjalani kehidupan mahasiswa akuntansi yang menurutku sangat memuakan,,,, sumpah aku enggak betah kuliah disana, satu - satunya pendorong agar aku bisa tetap melanjutkan kuliah di jurusan akuntansi adalah orang tuaku....

tapi hari ke hari rasanya aku semakin eneg sama yang namanya pelajaran akuntasi.... bahkan denger kata ekonomi, pajak, biaya, de el el... aku sudah sensitiv banget

semua ini dikarenakan karena kebodoahnku dalm mengelola hidupku selama ini...
aku telah banyak menyia - yiakan kesempatan yang Tuhan berikan kepadaku. namun liaht aku sekarang aku hanya menjadi seperti ini

Susahnya Berubah

Bacaan dari Lukas 7 : 29-35

"Tetapi orang2 farisi dan ahli2 taurat menolak maksud Allah 

terhadap diri mereka, karena mereka tidak mau dibaptis oleh Yohanes"

(Luk 7:30)

Setiap tahun, 600.000 orang Amerika menjalani bypass jantung. Ini hanya menjadi solusi sementara. Pasca operasi, mereka selalu diingatkan untuk meninggalkan gaya hidup yang lama  seperti pola makan yang tidak sehat, merokok dan jarng berolahraga. Jika tidak, kondisi jantung mereka akan memburuk dan membahayakan jiwa. Peneliti menunjukan bahwa ternyata 90% pasien tidak mengubah gaya hidupnya sekalipun terancam maut. Mengapa? karena sikap membenarkan diri sendiri . Banyak yang berfikir "Bukankah soal mati hidup di tangan Tuhan? Itu tidak ditentukan oleh gaya hidup saya!"

Orang akan sulit berubah jika ia terus membenarkan dirinya sendiri. Lukas menceritakan, ada dua kelompok orang yang sama2 telah mendengar firman dan melihat karya Yesus, namun reaksi keduanya sangat berbeda. Kelompok orang banyak dan pemungut cukai langsung mengakui kesalahannya, dibaptiskan, dan mengubah cara hidup mereka (ayat 29). Sedangkan kelompok orang Farisi dan ahli Taurat bereaksi sebaliknya. Mereka "menolak maksud Allah terhadap diri mereka"(ayat 30). Bukannya mengubah diri, mereka malah membenarkan diri sambil mencari2 kesalahan Yesus dan Yohanes Pembaptis yang memberitahukan kebenaran (ayat 33-34)

MV SNSD - Dancing Queen

Lirik lagu SNSD - Gee

[Tiffany] uh hu listen boy!
my first love story
[Jessica] my angel and my girl
my sunshine
uh uh let's go

[Seohyun] neomu neomu meotjyeo
nuni nuni busyeo
sumeul mot swigesseo tteollineun Girl
(Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby 2X )
[Tiffany] neomu bukkeureowo
chyeodabol su eobseo
sarange ppajyeoseo sujubeun Girl
(Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby 2X )
([Sunny] eotteoke hajyo)
[Yoona] eotteok eotteokhajyo
([Sunny] tteollineun naneun )
[Yoona] tteollineun naneunyo
([Sunny] dugeun dugeun dugeun dugeun )
[Yoona]  dugeun dugeun georyeo bamen jamdo mot irujyo
[Jessica] naneun naneun babongabwayo
geudae geudaebakke moreuneun babo
Geuraeyo geudael boneun nan

[All] neomu banjjak banjjak nuni busyeo
no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nolla naneun
oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo
gee gee gee gee gee
oh jeojeun nunbit oh yeah
oh joheun hyanggi oh yeah yeah yeah

[Sunny] oh neomu neomu yeppeo
mami neomu yeppeo cheot nune banhaesseo
kkok jibeun Girl
(Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby 2X )
[Sooyoung] neomuna tteugeowo
manjil suga eobseo sarange tabeoryeo
hukkeunhan Girl
(Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby 2X )
([Seohyun] eojjeomyeon joha)
[Hyoyeon] eojjeomyeon johayo
([Seohyun] sujubeun naneun)
[Hyoyeon] sujubeun naneunyo
([Seohyun] molla molla molla moolla)
[Hyoyeon] molla molla hamyeo
maeil geudaeman geurijyo
[Taeyeon] chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
jeongmal neoneun jeongmal mot mallyeo babo
Hajiman geudael boneun nan

[All] neomu banjjak banjjak nuni busyeo no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nolla naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo gee gee gee gee gee
oh jeojeun nunbit oh yeah
oh joheun hyanggi oh yeah yeah yeah

[Yuri] maldo mothaetneun geol
neomu bukkeureowohaneun nan
[Taeyeon] yongiga eobneun geolkka
eotteokhaeyea joheun geolkka
[Taeyeon + Jessica] dugeun dugeun mam jorimyeo
barabogo itneun nan

[All] neomu banjjak banjjak nuni busyeo no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nolla naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo gee gee gee gee gee
oh jeojeun nunbit oh yeah
oh joheun hyanggi oh yeah yeah yeah

([Taeyeon] nuni busyeo no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nolla naneun oh oh oh)
[All] neomu banjjak banjjak nuni busyeo no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nolla naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo gee gee gee gee gee ([Taeyeon] tteolyeowa)
oh jeojeun nunbit oh yeah
oh joheun hyanggi oh yeah yeah yeah

SNSD Album

SNSD TTS

SNSD 1st Album

SNSD 1st Mini Album

SNSD Run Devil Run [Single]

Lirik Lagu Brown Eyed Girls - Kill Bill

Nappeun jiseul jeojilleosseoyo
Geureoke nollan nuneuro nal boji mayo
Yeogiseo da teoreonoheulkkayo
Eojetbam geudae jeonhwa wae an badatgeyo

Sasil bujokhae igeollo~ on
Niga naege haetdeon nappeun jisen oh~
Neomu dalkomhae jigeum oh~
Neomu danghokseureon neoui geu pyojeong

Nuga deo, niga, naega, nappeulkka
Nahante jal geollyeosseo neo mariya
Nuga deo, niga, naega, apeulkka
Geureoke salji mara, neo mariya

Honja bogin neomu akkaun iriya
Neoui muneojin moseup

(So) don’t you wanna kill me?

Ije sijagiya, ajik meon giriya
Jogeum deo baewoya dwae, neo mariya

Wae naege ireosinayo
Geu mari geudae ibe oreul maringayo
Yeogiseo da teoreobolkkayo
Geudaega nugu nugu nugul ullyeonneunji

Jigeumkkaji neo manmanhageman
Sangdaehaetdeon eolgul banbanhan aewan
Dalla na junbihan banui banui ban
Do an han geoya ne jaepan

Hana, dul, set, net iri on
Naega yeoreul segi jeone eoseo on

Naege biljima ajigeun~
Ani, beolsseobuteo ul geotkkajiya

Nuga deo, niga, naega, nappeulkka
Nahante jal geollyeosseo, neo mariya
Nuga deo, niga, naega, apeulkka
Geureoke salji mara, neo mariya

Honja bogin neomu akkaun iriya
Neoui muneojin moseup

(So) don’t you wanna kill me?

Ije sijagiya, ajik meon giriya
Jogeum deo baewoya dwae, neo mariya

Hey, ijen nwajulge
Inneun him dahaeseo meolli ttwieoga

Hey, yeogikkajiya
Bichamhan ni moseup
Yeongwonhi gieokhalge (yeongwonhi gieokhalge)

Ttwieo darana sumi chal ttaekkaji
Modeun geon dan hana, niga han daetgaji
Neo jom bwarabwa michil geotman gatji
Nunmure kotmure kkol han beon sanapji (woh~)
Igeoneun aradwo
Niga naege jwotdeon momyeolgwa suchi
E bihamyeon eorim banpuneochi
Do anya geureonikka aecheoreom ulji jom ma

Idaero iyagiga kkeuchilkka
Maeum da nochineun ma, neo mariya
Tto dasi nae nune neon japhilkka
Nunape ttuiji mara, neo mariya

Boijido anke, deullijido anke,
Ireumdo bakkwobeoryeo

(So) don’t you wanna kill me?

Jobeun sesangiya, swipjin anheul geoya
Sarangeun pogihagil, neo mariya

English Translate:

I committed something bad.
Don’t look at me with those surprised eyes.
Should I reveal everything here?
Guess why I didn’t answer your call last night.

Honestly, it’s not enough with just this,
Considering all the bad things you’ve done to me, Oh

It’s so sweet right now, Oh
Your embarrassed expresssion.

Who’s more bad, you or me?
Good thing that you’re caught by me.
I’m talking about you.
Who could be hurting more, you or me?
Don’t live like that.
I’m talking about you.
It’s such a waste watching you fall apart by myself.
Don’t you wanna kill me
This is now the beginning,
There’s still a long way to go,
You need to learn a bit more,
I’m talking about you.

“Why are you doing this to me?”
Is that something you should be saying?
Should I reveal everything here,
the people you brought to tears?

I’m different from the girl you once looked down upon
I’m not even half ready yet,
Look forward to your judgement.

One two three four,
You came to me.
You quickly came to me before I counted to ten.

Don’t beg in front of me yet.
What, you’re already about to cry.

Who’s more bad, you or me?
Good thing that you’re caught by me.
I’m talking about you.
Who could be hurting more, you or me?
Don’t live like that.
I’m talking about you.
It’s such a waste watching you fall apart by myself
Don’t you wanna kill me
This is now the beginning,
There’s still a long way to go,
You need to learn a bit more,
I’m talking about you.

Hey, I’ll let you go now.
Use all of your strength and run away.

Hey, it’s up to here.
I’ll forever remember your pitiful state,
(I’ll forever remember it).

Run, run away until you’re out of breath
Look at yourself, you feel like you’re going crazy, right?
You look ugly with your snot and tears.
Remember this,
It’s nothing compared to the way you treated and humiliated me
So quit crying like a little kid.

Could this be the end of the story, just like this?
Don’t be happy just yet.
I’m talking about you.
Don’t ever show yourself in front of me.
I’m talking about you.

So that I don’t see you and hear about you,
change your name as well.
Don’t you wanna kill me
It’s a small world, it won’t be easy.
Give up on love.
I’m talking about you.